Expectation

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It never really existed it never mattered they say the love me but they don't really
They never did this isn't the right place time universe it never mattered
but you matter to me that is but I don't matter I'm simply nothing
a cognitive construct they only say they love me so I don't end it all
I know its selfish and I'm sorry I not the person you want me to be
I'm sorry you don't deserve this you did nothing wrong
I love you I could never explain it
but I'm sorry that you love me hate me please
I just feel quilt from it but its not your fault its mine
I don't know if they care

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