He Screams, Since He Is Ashamed

This is a colection of SCP-096's thoughts
I have been here… forever… It's the only place I'm safe. The people outside my room hate my stupid, ugly, useless self. I can't talk, I am that stupid. My… my God, I am dumb. The only time I was a little… haccy… no, it's happy… The only time I was happy it's when the two lab men took me to the mountains. But the orange man saw my face and other people did too. The men in charge now want me dead. Well, I deserve dying. I hate myself. I can't even die. I want death. Death… death… death… my… death. I am nice. I am nice. But when they see my face, I get angry… I have to kill them if they see my ugly face. Nobody should live seeing my ugly face. I want to take it off, but it grows back. I am damned for this. I want to die… or to at least be invisilbe. No, it's invisible.
I am not normal! I am ugly. I am stupid. I am horrifying.
I am too skinny, my hands are too long, my legs are too thin and my face… my face is the worst thing ever.
When they took me to that lizard thing, I wanted it to end me. But it didn't. I want it to.
I wanted to kill it, maybe that's why I didn't die.
Aaa, just end me! I am the lowest form of… creature? Am I a creature? Am I alive?
Ahaha! Ahaha! Ahaha! I welcome death. I don't have any more tears to cry with. They think I am a monster. They are right! They should just kill me! I hate them for not killing me!
No, I don't… They tried..
I will kill myself! I am going to cut my head off! That's right. Oh, it hurts! But I deserve the pain!
Good, the head is down. I am still alive! No! It's growing back! Crap! Crap! Crap!
I guess I will suffer fovever…