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5-8-2017

My school counseler gave me this small notebook to work out my issues. I still don't see what she's talking about, I'm fucking normal. It was Stupid Cindy's fault for being dumb enough to fall for it. Yeah, she got like, surgery, but that's what happens when you stick your hand in a paper cutter
Why wasn't I suspended, I'm pretty sure fingers don't grow back.

5-9-2017

Okay, I was suspended. I showed up to school and the security guy brought me to the principals' office. Apparently, I'm expelled too. Luckily I'm emancipated. I'll just enroll in the next prestigious school. Or would… this is on my record now, I'll have to go to regular middle school. A social worker is getting me in, I'll have to move.

5-19-2017

Day one of incarceration they put me in Special ED. How the FUCK am I supposed to take things over when I'm stuck in one classroom all the time!? At least in that other school. I'm not troubled! I'm not a deviant! Leave me the fuck alone you fat stupid bitch!

5-28-2017

OOOOOOOOOKay, I'm getting pissed off now my foster mom is a complete cunt. Like I say that to a lot of people but this bitch!? She's gross. I mean now I have foster siblings. Sure. I don't give a fuck. But some of them are babies. Like ones 5, ones 7, another's 3. And all she does is smoke and drink. I've been through this song and dance enough to know that we should at least be getting checks. Quit using them to fuel your drug addiction grandma!!

6-1-2017

Okay, Schools going pretty good. I can actually pay attention, now I'm starting to get attached to some of these— … school will be over soon in like 3 days… gonna miss some of them… Also, I may skip days I can't be writing all the time, I'm not Anne Frank or something.

6-8-2017

This lady has issues. Like why? He's 3 years old he wants to play you don't have too throw things and scream. And she leaves at night too, I have to take care of them. And she expects me to cause when she got home, and they were awake she tried a glass bottle. Decked her in the face. Not hard enough to kill her. Adda taught me how not to do that. Lol, but when she woke up she was all screaming at me. Bitch. I don't care. Said it to her face. She said I should sleep with one eye open. Bitch I hope you would.

We ran out of food. Go figure all the dumb cunt uses the welfare checks for are drugs and the weird men she brings home. One actually tried to with me. Now he can't have kids. HAHAHAHAH, fag. Speaking of kids. She couldn't be half-assed to go to the store. She just drops three granola bars on the table and says."That's all we can afford." Oh, she also can't be bothered with clothes either. And she keeps wearing mine! I am not touching that underwear again nor am I using it.

6-17-17

She gave them beer. Yeah, my father gave me that when I was small, but things were different back then, and My father at least had the servants taste test it. She just filled there sippy cups with it and gave it to them. And when I asked her for some juice she hissed and called me ungrateful. Like, what the fuck. I could leave whenever I want, but what about the other kids?

7-29-17

Been a while since I've written in this. Been letting the kids draw in it since the bitch can't bother with toys. Was she abused as a kid? Whatever. Crack Queens mostly too passed out to fuck with us nowadays. I'm reporting her.

8-2-17

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Jacob was drawing in the book and she took it from him, she needed a page to write some tweakers number, and she saw where I said I'd report her. Almost stabbed me in my sleep. I didn't fucking care, but then she took the lamp. She knew that was— Then she started hitting it with a hammer. I pushed her into the hall so hard It left a hole. She looked at me like I was a monster. Maybe I am. But I don't give a shit. It took every inch of me to restrain from using the lamp. I refrain out of advice from my uncle Cain. He said not to do anything you would regret. Sure as hell trying.

8-5-17

Okay, she's left me alone. I think she's terrified. But now she's taking it out on the smaller ones. I'm going to the police. She keeps looking over my shoulder to see what I'm writing. Acts like she's cleaning, no bitch I'm the one doing that shit. How are you gonna mop when the thing is dry?

8-6-17

Went to the police there sending a social worker over. I went to ask the little kids about their parents, One said his mom was just like this. He was surprisingly mature for a 7-year-old. But I guess that's what all this does to you. Joshua couldn't say anything he's 3. But Jacob said his father would come for him. That was surprising. What, with the bitch screaming no one cares.

I had to remind them and my self that this wasn't how the family usually was. I told them about Adda and my uncles, Joshua thought my father was the coolest thing in the world, Jacob asked how my uncle became a robot. Lincoln was skeptical. But I gave him a demonstration, showed him what was in my binder and the keys. Guess he's a believer now.

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