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Project Tikva
Purpose: The purpose of this project is to find a way in which I can have full control over my body and what it wants. This is so that I can live a better more prosperous life without having to worry about such pathetic and abhorrent things.
Hypothesis: If I study, refine, and repeat potential processes that can help me build up tolerance and resistance towards abhorrent things, then I will be able to live more freely because I will not be held down by my body's wants.
Explanation: In Project Tikva, I will undergo multiple experiments testing the resistance level that different processes have against abhorrent things. I will record everything, from my diet, when I complete homework, what I did that day that's memorable, any joyful/exciting events, or even saddening/depressing events.
I will find a cure.
Things to do to increase the likelihood of success.
-Finish Homework before Dinner.
-BE EXTREMELY CAUTIOUS BEFORE USING #1, #2, AND #3.
-Every once in a while, the desire to do abhorrent things is increased. This is most likely caused by abhorrent build-up. This means that whenever feeling this, EXCERCISE. PRAY. READ THE BIBLE. DO WHATEVER YOU CAN TO SURVIVE. HAVING THESE FEELINGS MEANS ALMOST CERTAIN DOOM. DO ANYTHING TO SURVIVE.
-When using #1, #2, or #3, think of the space scene. Exercise before using the #s. When using #s also sing.
Experiments:
| Date |
Day Information |
Results |
Notes |
| 2/28/2021 |
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Failure |
No further information was documented. |
| 3/1/2021 |
|
Success |
No further information was documented. |
| 3/2/2021 |
Did not finish homework until after dinner. The Mind fell to abhorrent things at 9:26 PM during #2.
|
Failure |
Should avoid #2 as much as possible, just like #1. |
| 3/3/2021 |
|
Failure |
Should wear glasses next time to prevent abhorrent things occurring during a #1.
Discoveries: If one has not finished homework before dinner, the chances of succumbing to abhorrent things increase by 72%.
The method of finishing homework before dinner has been proven to be almost 100% effective. This method will be implemented.
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| 3/4/2021 |
|
Success |
No further information was documented. |
| 3/5/2021 |
Finished homework before dinner.
|
Failure |
Periodically, the mind might have a desire to do abhorrent things. I believe that the longer a success streak has gone, the more vulnerable you are to succumbing to failure.
This failure also proves that glasses do not change the chances of doing abhorrent things.
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| 3/6/2021 |
|
Success |
When no homework is due at the time, the success rate of the project increases drastically. |
| 3/7/2021 |
Foods: Firehouse Subs, Brownie
Drinks: Dr. Pepper, Cherry Slush from Sonic
Homework Completion Time: About 9:00 PM
Good Events: First day of driving, with family.
Bad Events (other than failure): Strong desire for Abhorrent things nearing the end of the completion of homework.
Other: N/A
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Failure |
No matter what good things happen to you that day, if you do not follow the guidelines, you will fail.
Audio Log: This is a low point really. I feel as if I can't do this. I think… I can… but, if this is natural how does one stop it? If my body is designed for this, how do I overcome it?
Is the mind really more powerful than the body?
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| 3/8/2021 |
Food: Two Cheese Crackers, Dinner (Unspecified)
Drinks: 4 Dr. Pepper
Homework Completion Time: About 9 PM
Good Events: N/A
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: Went to school.
Any change in defense: Think about three events that you can remember in detail when faced with abhorrent desires.
|
Mixture (Looked at 50% abhorrent things. Did not do the action that leads to failure.) |
No further information was documented. |
| 3/9/2021 |
Food: Two cheese crackers, Burger King, Tortilla Chips w/ Salsa.
Drinks: 4 Dr. Peppers. 2 in bottle 2 in cans.
Homework Completion Time: 2:30 PM
Good Events: N/A
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: Emily came over without Paisley or Landon.
Any change in defense: Thinking about a scientific topic or Minecraft/Roblox/interesting technologies while in event #1 helps prevent failure.
|
Success |
Although today was successful in this new method, more days using this method will occur so that the reliability of this method is found. |
| 3/10/2021 |
Food: Forgotten
Drinks:Forgotten
Homework Completion Time: Unknown
Good Events: N/A
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: N/A
Any change in defense:
|
Success |
N/A |
| 3/11/2021 |
Food: Burger King (Had remnants of vegetables on it.)
Drinks: Dr. Pepper Unkown how much.
Homework Completion Time: Unknown
Good Events: N/A
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: N/A
Any change in defense: N/A
|
Failure |
Failure occured after hyper excitment of abhorrent thoughts. Then once a #3 was perfomed, I failed. |
| 3/12/2021 |
Food: Chinese and Sonic
Drinks: Dr. Pepper Bottle, Coke Bottle, Water. (Unknown Amount)
Homework Completion Time: After Dinner
Good Events: Went out to get food with family. Went out to pick up dog and get sonic with sister.
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: N/A
Any change in defense: N/A
|
Success |
No Further Information was documented. |
| 3/13/2021 |
Food: Burger King without vegetable remnants.
Drinks: Dr. Pepper (Unkown amount.)
Homework Completion Time: N/A No school
Good Events: Had fun with the family at home.
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: N/A
Any change in defense: Exercise more.
|
Success |
Exercising helps prevent aborrent thoughts and failures. |
| 3/14/2021 |
Food: 2 Crackers, Spaghettios and Meatballs,
Drinks: Water Bottle, 1 Dr. Pepper can and 1 Coke Can.
Homework Completion Time: After Dinner
Good Events: N/A
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: N/A
Any change in defense: N/A
|
Failure |
Audio Log: {{I don't know exactly how I am going to express this, but… I AM FUUREAKING DONE WITH THIS BULL SHCRAP. I DONT FREAKING WANNA FRICKING CUSS BUT I AM PEEED OFF. I AM PEEED OFF. I WANNA KILL ALL OF THIS. I WANT TO DESTROY IT. I WANT TO BURN IT. I WANT IT TO FEEL ITS LUNGS BEING FILLED UP WITH LAVA. AND THEN IT DIES. LET IT BURN. LET IT BE CHOPPED UP. I FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUREAKING HATE THIS SO MUCH I CANNNOT EXPRESS MY FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKING FILLINGS ALL I WANT IS FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM. I WANT FREEDOM.
sorry just……………. just fuuurick this.}}
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| 3/15/2021 |
Food: 1 Normal Cheese Cracker
Drinks: 4 Dr. Pepper, 1 water bottle
Homework Completion Time: Kind of before Dinner.
Good Events: Went on a walk with the family.
Bad Events (other than a potential failure): N/A
Other: N/A
Any change in defense: Exercise every day.
|
Failure |
Excercise every day from now on. |
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