redheadridinghood

Infinite Ever After

An exasperated sigh
a welcome expiration
but still I am
a continuation
and wish to be not
feel what I was
as I melt and wilt
till my meat sloughs off my
bones pierce my
lungs escape through my skin so they can
a breath so deep my ribs
rip me at the seams
and then
simmer and putrefy and disintegrate
atomize
symphonies of sorrow
crescendos of catabolism
orgasms of agony
till
re-enter and still know
ultimate fate
omni-embodiment
omni-sensory
again and again
cycling consciousness homunculi
returning to
dreaming that one day
there will be void
yet there is only existence…