SCP-5125

Item: SCP-5125
Object class: Safe?
Special containment procedures: the subject is to be kept is solitary standard personnel room and always be guarded by at least one guard of security clearance level 3. The subject is allowed to visit or be visited by other personnel with security clearance level 3 or above. However, the subject is not allowed to visit or interact with any other SCP. Any attempts to come into contact with any other SCP should be stopped by force.
Description: subject SCP-5125 become anomalous during experiment [######] done under supervision of Dr.[######]. The purpose of the test was to explore possible interactions between SCP-294 and SCP-914. Test routine consists of ordering two cups of abstract liquids. One cup was giving to unspecified D-class, another cup was put through SCP-914 on [Very fine] setting and later on given to different unspecified D-class. Test was done on the these liquids:
• A cup of happiness
• A cup of sadness
• A cup of fear
• A cup of talent
• A cup of knowledge
• A cup of dejavu
• A cup of nostalgia
• A cup of faith
• A cup of [######]
Research data on results of experiment [######] is classified, except data regarding subject classified as SCP-5125.
During the testing on the cup of knowledge was put through SCP-914 and a cup of black liquid resembling coffee was produced. The cup was accidentally(?) misplaced and consumed by research assistant [######]. Upon consuming the liquid subject announced than an accident have happened and informed nearby staff about what happened. The subject expressed deeper understanding about foundation and nearby foundation members as well as showed the ability to talk in any known or unknown language. Subject SCP-5125 was isolated and questioned. Following is the transcription the questioning which took place during [######] between Dr.Maw and SCP-5125:
Dr.Maw: hello, I am doctor Maw and I will conduct questioning of [######], currently assigned as SCP-5125. Could you state results of the accident during the experiment [######] ?
SCP-5125: oh, right. You were supposed to come today, I knew that. It is hard, you know? No, you don’t know. It is like… being in a massive library, with all the books and all the knowledge, but I never know which book to open or when to open.
Dr.Maw: could you share some of this knowledge you speak of?
SCP-5125: I have to think. Some of this stuff, nobody else should know them. You know, lots of things could compromise the foundation, and more. And, I don’t know what I shouldn’t know, you know?
Dr.Maw: based on the report [######] right after the accident you requested maximum allowable dose F class amnestics to administered to you…
SCP-5125: yeah, but I knew it will have no effect. I simply wanted to try what will happen, but I already knew what will happen. Does that make sense? You won’t believe me, at least for now. But later you will. Why? Why will you believe me? Wait, wait, I know. Just let me collect myself, the answer is something around here, I just need to look.
[SCP-5125 started showing signs of unrest and panic]
Dr.Maw: everything alright. Keep calm.
SCP-5125: hello, I am doctor Maw and I will conduct questioning of [######], currently assigned as SCP-5125. Could you state results of the accident during the experiment [######] ?
[Dr.Maw expressed visible signs of confusion]
Dr.Maw: no? I am doctor Maw. You are [######].
SCP-5125: oh, right. You were supposed to come today, I knew that. It is hard, you know? No, you don’t know. It is like… being in a massive library, with all the books and all the knowledge, but I not alone in here. If you don’t believe me, then ask SCP-343, he will tell you. Wait, no, don’t ask him. I don’t know what I shouldn’t know. What?…
Dr.Maw: is something seems to be a problem?
SCP-5125: [started talking in an unknown language]
Dr.Maw: could you repeat that in English?
SCP-5125: [still talking in unknown language]
Dr.Maw: I can’t understand what you are saying.
SCP-5125: if I know about them, then they know about me. I can’t stop them, I can’t stop them, nobody can stop them… no, no, no, NO! There are thirteen of them…
[SCP-5125 starts screaming in Chinese and German]
End of the questioning. SCP-5125 was sedated and isolated.

For next few days subject was heard screaming „Kill me” and “I can’t stop knowing”. Over course of few weeks subject was treated with B class amnestics, G class amnestics, F class amnestics and even W-Z class amnestics. However, no kind of amnestics produced desired results, but a certain mixture of different amnestics managed to calm down SCP-5125 and induce temporal trans-like state.
The following is the transcription the questioning which took place during [######] between Dr.[######] and SCP-5125 under effect of [######]:
Dr.[######]: could you tell your name?
SCP-5125: I could.
Dr.[######]: will you?
SCP-5125: I won’t.
Dr.[######]: this doesn’t seem to be productive. Let’s start over. Since the accident during experiment [######] you seemed distressed. Is there any particular reason why that is the case?
SCP-5125: ohhhh, so you want to know about them… The Forlorn… shhhhh, no no no. Don’t speak about them, don’t think about them, don’t remember them.
Dr.[######]: who are these… forlorn?
SCP-5125: not who… never who… Imagine… if you were a god and could create things just by thinking about them, what would you do?
Dr.[######]: well, I would probably solve hunger problem, end global conflicts or ….
SCP-5125: YOU ARE NOT LISTENING!
[SCP-5125 got an extra dose of [######]]
SCP-5125: that’s the spot… but you are still not listening… you think about table – table appears… you think about a star – a star appears…
Dr.[######]: that sounds troublesome.
SCP-5125: indeed… so what would you do?
Dr.[######]: I think I would try to suppress this ability or get rid of it.
SCP-5125: yeah, that’s it… You think about life – life appears, Then you get curious, you think about something grander – and it appears, but that’s not enough… it is not enough…
Dr.[######]: and what is enough?
SCP-5125: think about it… no, don’t think about it… what is the worst though you might ever get?
Dr.[######]: death? That would logically be the worst think to most people, would it not?
SCP-5125: and what if you couldn’t die?
Dr.[######]: I don’t know. Living for eternity completely alone also sounds terrible. There are many things which would terrify people: torture, spiders, seeing loved ones dying.
SCP-5125: you simply don’t get it…
Dr.[######]: so, those… forlorn, that’s something bad, I assume? Something “god” has created?
SCP-5125: who knows… Maybe it is other way around. If you could create anything, then they are the only things you couldn’t create.
Dr.[######]: how come?
SCP-5125: humans, we are capable only in thinking in singular logic with no opposing outcomes. We think that if something is hot, then it can’t be cold. If something is moving, then it can’t be stationary. If something can’t exist, then I won’t exist. That’s limited thinking… They can’t exist, but they do exist. Not now, not in the past, not in the future, not yet…
Dr.[######]: what are they? Can you describe them?
SCP-5125: 1… 2…. 5…. Not 5…. 13 in total, there are 13 of them. The dreamer, the speaker, the listener, the watcher, the beautiful one, the ugly one, the creep, the romantic, the unknown, the known, the friend, the enemy and… who is the last one?
Dr.[######]: you don’t know?
SCP-5125: maybe… who knows… you should have killed me while you had the chance.
Dr.[######]: why? Does knowing about those forlorn creatures make you suicidal for some reason?
SCP-5125: knowledge is power… And….
The end of recording.

Addendum [SCP-5125a]: after a failed suicide attempt SCP-5125 was placed under strict surveillance and has to go through regular psychological check-ups. However, best of the unique condition of SCP-5125 the subject proves to be difficult to handle for medical personnel. The subject seems to be perfectly aware of his actions. Despite that, SCP-5125 refuses to speak with anyone and rather communicates in writing since [######].

Addendum [SCP-5125b]: as of [######] the subject started painting bizarre pictures and writing in unknown language. He still communicates with other personnel members in writing, but keeps insisting about importance of “his other work”. He compiles his drawings and writings into folders as if they were research documents. Every single folder have corresponding name as the names he gave during questioning about so called “forlorn”. It should be noted, that the thirteenth folder has no name on it.

Addendum [SCP-5125c]: each folder made by SCP-5125 is given a number from SCP-5125-1 to SCP-5125-13. Personnel members without security clearance level 4 or above are not allowed to view content of these folders. Only except is SCP-5125 himself.

Addendum [SCP-5125d]: during security breach [######] the containment room of SCP-5125 was invaded by unknown agents, SCP-5125 was mortally wounded and 3 of folders were lost: SCP-5125-4, SCP-5125-5 and SCP-5125-9. However, after dying SCP-5125 started showing a new anomalous property as his remains did not rot in any environment.

Addendum [SCP-5125e]: Dr.Maw seemingly managed to make a contact with SCP-5125’s consciousness by unknown means. Dr.Maw declared that he would be able to communicate with SCP-5125 and event extract beneficial information using [######]. Dr.Maw requested unrestricted access to [######], [######] and at least 20 D-class personnel. Request is pending.

Addendum [SCP-5125f]: during unauthorized experiment done by [######] using data about SCP-5125 and SCP-[######], three new anomalous objects were created, dubbed as SCP-5125-ALFA (The Vanishing Carnivore Baby Doll), SCP-5125-BETA (A Ticket To The Nightmareland) and SCP-5125-GAMA (Mister Faith’s Handbook). For more information refer to specified SCP files.