Note: The assigned purpose for the testing is to examine the psychological effect of SCP-XXXX on individuals. For this reason, the subject was allowed much more freedom than what is usually expected.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 1
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:00:00 - D-3842 enters SCP-XXXX’s containment chamber.
0:00:19 - At behest of Dr. █████, the subject takes a seat in front of SCP-XXXX. Complaints about comfort were ignored.
0:00:57 - D-3842 is told to use the supplied crayons to draw an image on SCP-XXXX.
0:02:47 - The subject completes drawing of couch.
0:02:49 - D-3842 jumps off seat.
0:03:36 - D-3842 pokes chair cautiously.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
D-3842: That was fucking weird!
Dr. █████: Could you describe exactly what you experienced?
D-3842: Yeah. When I drew that couch, I felt it too.
Dr. █████: Was that all?
D-3842: Yep. Couldn’t see it or anything, just felt it.
<End Log>
Afterword: The image faded after 1 hour. Afterwards, D-3842 could no longer feel the couch when in contact with the folding chair.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 3
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons, a folding chair, and the first page of Mozart’s Rondo Alla Turca.
<Begin Log>
0:00:34 - D-3842 is told to transcribe music sheet onto SCP-XXXX.
0:07:21 - D-3842 claims to hear the song being played, but can not describe the instrument it is being played on.
0:20:46 - Subject requests for a way to erase the music, claiming annoyance at the repetition.
0:24:03 - Washcloth and bucket of water supplied. D-3842 begins to erase music.
0:27:31 - D-3842 begins to write the lyrics of ██████ █████ by ██ ████████ ███ ███.
0:28:07 - Subject sits down and hums.
0:55:46 - D-3842 erases music.
<End Log>
Afterword: N/A
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 3
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:01:15 - D-3842 is asked to write ‘What are you?’ on SCP-XXXX.
0:01:18 - Words fade and disappear.
0:02:01 - Dr. █████ gives D-3842 permission to draw innocuous items.
0:03:13 - D-3842 draws a plate of cooked goose, along with a cup of wine.
0:03:17 - Begins to sit, pauses. Subject draws several tables of people before sitting down.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
Dr. █████: You did not strike me as social.
D-3842: What’s it to you? I can’t enjoy company sometimes?
<End Log>
Afterword: The images faded after 51 minutes.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 4
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:05:32 - D-3842 completes drawing of large party.
0:05:51 - Mingles with various hallucinations.
0:52:03 - Image fades.
<End Log>
Afterword: Subject has shown increased listlessness outside of testing and has begun neglecting social interaction with other D-Class personnel.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 7
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:01:02 - D-3842 draws a Labrador Retriever (Canis Lupus Familiaris) and begins to play with it
0:35:13 - Image fades
<End Log>
Afterword: N/A
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 10
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:00:12 - Subject sits on chair.
0:10:24 - D-3842 draws woman’s face, referred to as SCP-XXXX-1.
0:13:52 - Returns to seat, stares at SCP-XXXX-1.
0:43:11 - Image fades.
<End Log>
Afterword: D-3842 refuses to speak of the event.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 12
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:01:42 - D-3842 draws a restaurant, food and SCP-XXXX-1.
0:24:13 - Image fades. Date ends.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
Dr. █████: I feel obligated to remind you that what you experienced were hallucinations.
D-3842: Fuck you! You think you’d do any different? Besides, she’s…she’s amazing. If you could talk to her, you’d know it too. She’s heaven.
<End Log>
Afterword: D-3842 has shown a growing emotional dependency on SCP-XXXX-1
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 15
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:02:31 - D-3842 draws SCP-XXXX-1 on top of the Eiffel Tower. Pantomimes holding it.
0:19:37 - Image fades.
0:21:03 - D-3842 is escorted out of the room.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
D-3842: Why can’t she fucking stay?! I can’t…I can’t even see her sometimes, I have to decide. If I see her, then I can’t touch her, If I can hear her, I can’t see her.
Dr. █████: That is…I’m sorry.
D-3842: Everytime I come here the time I get with her is shorter. You…You think someday she’ll just…disappear?
Dr. █████ does not answer.
<End Log>
Afterword: N/A
It's a D-Class. You are above this. - Dr. █████████
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 17
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 3 black crayons and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:01:22 - D-3842 draws movie theatre, popcorn, and SCP-XXXX-1.
0:14:10 - Image fades.
0:14:53 - D-3842 throws chair against SCP-XXXX. Begins pacing
0:18:02 - D-3842 writes on SCP-XXXX, What do you want?
0:22:59 - Words fade.
0:23:09 - Subject asks to be supplied blood.
0:26:38 - Subject is given 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood.
0:27:28 - Subject dips fingers into bag and redraws theatre and SCP-XXXX-1.
1:44:57 - Image fades.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
D-3842: I could…I could feel all of her! I saw her, I felt her, I fucking smelled her! She was real!
Dr. █████: Yes…How did you know that the blood would work?
D-3842: I don’t know. She…I just…well…life needs blood right?
Dr. █████: I suppose.
<End Log>
Afterword: D-3842 is to be supplied with a 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood and a paintbrush from now on.
//Note: The use of blood as a medium appears to slow the rate of decay of images, as well as allow the hallucinations to affect all senses. Research into the effect of blood from different species is ongoing.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 23
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied a 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood, a paintbrush, and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:00:13 - D-3842 begins drawing.
0:07:19 - Request for another 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood approved.
0:13:39 - Request for another 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood approved.
0:18:57 - Request for another 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood approved.
0:22:19 - Subject finishes drawing of large party room and SCP-XXXX-1
0:23:42 - Subject invites personnel to enter SCP-XXXX’s containment chamber. The request was denied.
0:24:19 - D-3842 draws banner labeled, Happy 6-month anniversary!, and celebrates, pantomiming interaction with SCP-XXXX-1 and other hallucinations.
0:51:08 - Image fades.
0:51:37 - Subject enters fetal position.
1:03:47 - Subject escorted out of SCP-XXXX’s containment chamber
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
Dr. █████: I’m sorry for what occured.
D-3842 does not answer.
Dr. █████: Nothing lasts. I suggest you make the most of what you have.
<End Log>
Afterword: D-3842 shows signs of clinical depression.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 24
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied a 0.7 oz. bag of pig's blood, a paintbrush, and a folding chair.
<Begin Log>
0:00:03 - Subject begins pacing aggressively.
0:20:17 - D-3842 demands to be given a live animal. Request is approved.
0:23:47 - D-3842 is given a brown rat (Rattus Norvegicus).
0:24:10 - Subject breaks its neck and uses blunt edge of paintbrush to cut open rat’s stomach.
0:24:27 - Blood used to draw park, bench, and SCP-XXXX-1.
0:25:01 - D-3842 talks animatedly with SCP-XXXX-1.
2:17:59 - Image fades.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
D-3842: Doc, I thought about what you said before. You were right, I need to make the most of it.
Dr. █████: And you did this by using live rats?
D-3842: Don’t look at me like that. She’s so amazing, you wouldn’t even believe it! If killing all the rats in the world could bring her here, I’d do it.
Dr. █████: Do I need to remind you again that what you are experiencing is a hallucination?
D-3842: I don’t give a shit! She’s…she’s everything to me.
D-3842 pauses, does not speak for 1 minute and 13 seconds.
D-3842: …I want to do something special for her. Doc, could you do me a favor?
<End Log>
Afterword: D-3842 no longer directly interacts with or acknowledges the existence of anyone outside of Dr. █████ and SCP-XXXX-1.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 25
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 4 brown rats (Rattus Norvegicus), a paintbrush, and a folding chair. The rats were cut by security officers before testing.
<Begin Log>
0:01:08 - Subject draws scenario from Test #12 and speaks excitedly with SCP-XXXX-1.
Afterword: Image fades at 52 minute mark.
Overseer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Test #: 26
Foreword: D-3842 has been supplied 10 brown rats, a paintbrush, and a folding chair. The rats were cut by security guards before testing.
<Begin Log>
0:02:43 - Dr. █████ enters chamber. Passes D-3842 a medium-sized box
0:03:01 - Dr. █████ exits the chamber.
0:03:52 - D-3842 begins drawing the interior of a wedding chapel, a priest, and SCP-XXXX-1 in a bridal gown.
0:15:49 - D-3842 opens the box and pulls out a tuxedo.
0:17:06 - D-3842 pulls a wedding ring out of the box and proposes to SCP-XXXX-1.
0:18:40 - Wedding ceremony commences.
0:29:31 - Images fade.
Note: The rate of decay relative to the decay rate of the previous image (see Test #25) is far below the expected time.
0:30:57 - D-3842 slams fists against SCP-XXXX.
0:32:39 - D-3842 throws folding chair against SCP-XXXX.
Note: Damage to SCP-XXXX did not affect anomalous properties.
0:34:56 - D-3842 leans against SCP-XXXX and enters fetal position.
1:12:56 - Subject removed for interview.
<End Log>
Interviewer: Dr. █████
Subject: D-3842
Foreword: N/A
<Begin Log>
Dr. █████: It was only a—
D-3842: Shut up, I know.
Dr. █████: Then you know you have to find something beyond it—
D-3842: Her.
Dr. █████: —her. There is more to life than that.
D-3842: …Hey Doc. What am I?
Dr. █████: I’m sorry?
D-3842: A D-Class, right? What’s that mean?
Dr. █████: Well…
D-3842: It means I’m a prisoner. It means that I’m either going to die by a fucking needle when I’m sent back or by one of these monsters. It means that everything I have in this world is already gone.
Dr. █████: That’s not…entirely true. I am sure that you—
D-3842 rises.
D-3842: There’s nothing left for me here! The only thing I’ve ever had was her!
Dr. █████: Please, sit down.
D-3842: Do you know what it’s like to need her? To need an illusion because that’s all you’ll ever have?! If she’s gone, nothing matters!
D-3842 sits back down.
D-3842: I…I just want to see her face again.
Dr. █████: …I’m sorry, but I can’t allow that.
D-3842: …What?
Dr. █████: You are clearly unwell, and as the head of this project, I am removing you from it.
D-3842 clutches his head.
D-3842: No. No, please, god, no!
Dr. █████: It’s for your own good.
D-3842 grabs Dr. █████.
D-3842: No, it’s not! You can’t do this!
Dr. █████: Let me go! I can not, in good conscience, let you see SCP-XXXX-1 again!
D-3842: Her name is Julia!
Dr. █████: No it is not! It is SCP-XXXX—
D-3842 smashes Dr. █████’s skull against a wall. Dr. █████ collapses. D-3842 does not move.
D-3842: …Wait…no. No, I didn’t want this.
Guards enter the room to detain D-3842. Medical personnel soon follow.
<End Log>
Afterword: Dr. █████ died three hours later due to severe brain trauma.