To my dearest Sarah,
If you are reading this, it turns out I'm not as invincible as I thought, and I'm sorry.
The first thing I want you to know is that it is OK to cry. I want you to cry with everything you have and once your'e done you can cry some more. Nobody will judge you.
Secondly I want to say thank you. Thank you for being the partner that I never could have dreamed of being with, and i still think you have been a better woman than I would ever deserve. You accepted what it is I do without a second thought even knowing that there was a good chance you would end up reading this letter one day. I know I wasn't always the most understanding person, so thank you for being so patient with me over these past few years.
Do you remember our date at university for our one month anniversary? You decided that you wanted to surprise me with an ice cream picnic in the grove of trees by the dorms. I was happy to have my little tub of vanilla ice cream when it was so hot outside. You were so embarrassed when we opened our ice cream and found that it had melted when you searched for hours with it outside to find the perfect spot for our date. Then even more so when you realized that the only thing in your bag of plastic-ware was forks. Your face turned so red and all i could do was laugh because of how cute you were.
I think that was the moment I realized that I loved you.
I'm sorry that this is the way that I have to say goodbye to you, and I'd give anything to hold you when you are forced to read this. I will always love you, and will always hope that this letter never finds its' way to you.
Love,
Trevor






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